sorry for my slow! i'm back for the rest of the night now.
if it helps you tag with blue, this might be useful: (his app)
and basically, what's going on with him since he got to exil: he sacrificed himself so the person he loved could survive and be happy, but since he's come to exsilium he's seen that he actually resents him for it (it involved having to ask that person murder him). on top of that, he's experiencing "loneliness" for the first time, since he's always been able to hear/sense other creatures like himself until now. so actually, he's really regretting having allowed himself to be killed - the other option was to end the world, which would have at least given himself a little bit of peace...
i don't know how familiar you are with NGE or kaworu ^_^;; if you want more background just ask though!! especially if it helps with telepathy tagging.
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if it helps you tag with blue, this might be useful: (his app)
and basically, what's going on with him since he got to exil: he sacrificed himself so the person he loved could survive and be happy, but since he's come to exsilium he's seen that he actually resents him for it (it involved having to ask that person murder him). on top of that, he's experiencing "loneliness" for the first time, since he's always been able to hear/sense other creatures like himself until now. so actually, he's really regretting having allowed himself to be killed - the other option was to end the world, which would have at least given himself a little bit of peace...
i don't know how familiar you are with NGE or kaworu ^_^;; if you want more background just ask though!! especially if it helps with telepathy tagging.