[she isn't wrong to say what she says - to hope as she does. in fact, it does shed a bit of light on the darkness that's been clustering up in Blue's own heart. he's been hanging onto this feeling almost entirely to himself, save for one, and it's a weight that a person isn't meant to carry alone. but how could he lay the whole state of himself out for others now? there are things to do. he has to help. no one would let him help if they knew how bad off he's been!
Blue's expression grows pained with this conflict despite nodding at her words.]
It's possible. I can't say I know for certain, only...listening to my own body. But asking for that help... [he hesitates, a beat ending by a slow exhale.]
I can't lay more worry on those who have been so kind to me. I can't...become a liability, either.
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Blue's expression grows pained with this conflict despite nodding at her words.]
It's possible. I can't say I know for certain, only...listening to my own body. But asking for that help... [he hesitates, a beat ending by a slow exhale.]
I can't lay more worry on those who have been so kind to me. I can't...become a liability, either.
It's a frustrating place to be.