[ Sorry, Blue, for the onslaught of a million things running through Yzak's mind. He remembers the dream so vividly ... which he'll come around to be lowkey glad for as well, as Blue hoped for him. But Blue was there, too. Like, there there ... does that mean he scored? Does it count if it's like that? Does it matter? To someone who's always cut himself off from simple feelings of affection who's now here, it's something that jumps into his mind whether he wants it to or not. The way Yzak's body seems to reject the way he sits up because it didn't want to move, wanted to remain where it was in that warm embrace, somehow it feels like he's quickly approaching a line he won't be able to easily cross back from. And that's frightening too in its own way.
He notes the way Blue reacts, he instantly feels confused, guilty for causing it, because of how gentle, how reassuring his words were just moments before. He knows, he knows and yet, that can only do so much right now in this very reactive moment.
He needs a minute. He needs a couple of minutes to get his head on straight. Not just get his head on straight, but to calm down because to have this kind of wild reaction with an erection is really weird. ]
I ... I need to go and take a shower really quick...!
[ As he scrambles to his feet. At least Blue can tell why he needs a couple of minutes, that he feels apologetic himself right now. The shower will help.
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He notes the way Blue reacts, he instantly feels confused, guilty for causing it, because of how gentle, how reassuring his words were just moments before. He knows, he knows and yet, that can only do so much right now in this very reactive moment.
He needs a minute. He needs a couple of minutes to get his head on straight. Not just get his head on straight, but to calm down because to have this kind of wild reaction with an erection is really weird. ]
I ... I need to go and take a shower really quick...!
[ As he scrambles to his feet. At least Blue can tell why he needs a couple of minutes, that he feels apologetic himself right now. The shower will help.
Nice cold cold shower. ]