[there have only been a scant few notions of mother for Blue to understand. they came from the cries of the very young he'd spirit away, whose memory of them faded fast in growth; the stronger ones were from Jomy, who was spared the erasure of his youth...
these are yet stronger still, and Blue undeniably covets them. the security in innocence as a child, unfailing in their faith in the parents and family who love them - a connection of lineage and heritage, a stable home... more's the grief in its horrible, horrible loss.
fresh tears well up and silently trail down the damp trail still on his face. he exhales that held breath in a gentle huff as the connection is dampened and pulled away, freeing his hand to go to his eyes.]
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these are yet stronger still, and Blue undeniably covets them. the security in innocence as a child, unfailing in their faith in the parents and family who love them - a connection of lineage and heritage, a stable home... more's the grief in its horrible, horrible loss.
fresh tears well up and silently trail down the damp trail still on his face. he exhales that held breath in a gentle huff as the connection is dampened and pulled away, freeing his hand to go to his eyes.]