[ There is a quiet and angry kind of desperation ringing in Flynn's voic. He needs to be responsible for this. He needs to be able to have done something about it, because the thing Flynn hates most, more than death and injustice and murder, is being powerless. He is terrified of the chaos of the universe, of a world where he is yanked to the whims of other people or sheer coincidence: there is a visceral kind of terror in it like staring into a blank void and hearing it call your name.
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[ There is a quiet and angry kind of desperation ringing in Flynn's voic. He needs to be responsible for this. He needs to be able to have done something about it, because the thing Flynn hates most, more than death and injustice and murder, is being powerless. He is terrified of the chaos of the universe, of a world where he is yanked to the whims of other people or sheer coincidence: there is a visceral kind of terror in it like staring into a blank void and hearing it call your name.
If he's responsible, at least he has power.
Otherwise? ]