It sends that warm thing fluttering even more brightly, makes Flynn smile down at the smooth surface of his Omni. There is something else there too, something under the surface of Yuri's too-careless words. He only gets dismissive like that when he's trying to deflect and push away from the truth at the core of him, and Flynn has seen a little into his feelings recently to the depth of his own fear about himself. Yuri sees himself as a black thing, blotting out light.
Funny, because when Flynn looks at him all he sees are stars. ]
I think it's a wonderful idea.
[ To give Yuri space, because that he's willingly offering this up: a gateway into the dark parts of himself... that's still settling.
A family, connected, linked at their cores by magic.
It sounds like a very permanent sort of thing. The kind of thing that he'd want Yuri and Blue to be very sure of, choosing him like this. It sounds a little like marriage, bonding and vows, but Flynn can't think any further down that path at all. ]
After all, this is our home, and it will be for the forseeable future.
[had Blue an ounce of shame for emotions in his body, maybe he'd be glad no one can see him cry? but as it stands, the tears don't care if there's an audience or not. it's fine; they're designed to be a comfort for him. the comfort of embracing these two godsends will have to wait until nightfall.]
[ Yuri can't know how Blue is feeling, and his mind is still telling him that this was stupid to suggest, they're just being nice but (they would tell you, you trust them) (Blue said he misses it, why wouldn't he want this?) he wouldn't want it with Yuri, would he (but he's told you he sees you and still wants to be around you) (Flynn feels the same, you've felt it).
The thoughts fight each other in his mind and he stares at the words that Flynn and Blue sent to him. ]
ill figure out how we do this but if you change your minds thats okay
[ Because he doesn't want to make them. It's a big decision, one that Yuri is strangely sure of. He's sure of wanting it, and when he's that sure, his brain doesn't try to fight him with it. He wants it, it's just a question if Flynn and Blue want to put up with his feelings all the time ]
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It sends that warm thing fluttering even more brightly, makes Flynn smile down at the smooth surface of his Omni. There is something else there too, something under the surface of Yuri's too-careless words. He only gets dismissive like that when he's trying to deflect and push away from the truth at the core of him, and Flynn has seen a little into his feelings recently to the depth of his own fear about himself. Yuri sees himself as a black thing, blotting out light.
Funny, because when Flynn looks at him all he sees are stars. ]
I think it's a wonderful idea.
[ To give Yuri space, because that he's willingly offering this up: a gateway into the dark parts of himself... that's still settling.
A family, connected, linked at their cores by magic.
It sounds like a very permanent sort of thing. The kind of thing that he'd want Yuri and Blue to be very sure of, choosing him like this. It sounds a little like marriage, bonding and vows, but Flynn can't think any further down that path at all. ]
After all, this is our home, and it will be for the forseeable future.
I would like that home to be with you both.
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I would like that too.
Very much.
Thank you.
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The thoughts fight each other in his mind and he stares at the words that Flynn and Blue sent to him. ]
ill figure out how we do this
but if you change your minds
thats okay
[ Because he doesn't want to make them. It's a big decision, one that Yuri is strangely sure of. He's sure of wanting it, and when he's that sure, his brain doesn't try to fight him with it. He wants it, it's just a question if Flynn and Blue want to put up with his feelings all the time ]