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[personal profile] blackfire 2021-12-31 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Why would you assume that?

it is not defensive. curiosity curls around the question like a cat wending its way between feet, insistent for attention while simultaneously prepared to shy away from it.
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[personal profile] blackfire 2021-12-31 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
No. It seems I have given you an incomplete impression.

mostly bc he is a filthy liar of omission, oop.

Villages are comprised of many clans. The one I spoke of is loyal to Konoha, as mine is.

he is lucky that this conversation has gone on now for some time, it has given him a better gauge of the bulwark needed to keep his emotions from bleeding through. and it has also made him a more capable liar in this realm — there is no indication that his clan's loyalty was ever in question, nor his own feelings towards them.
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[personal profile] blackfire 2021-12-31 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. It is our duty to put our loyalty to our village and country above whatever interpersonal relationships our clans may have with one another. My village was founded by two clans that had warred for decades, and set it aside in the name of peace.

casually not admitting one of them is his own. he has not said the name uchiha here, and will not. it is his to hold, close against his chest like the press of a knife.

Is your confusion that I would willingly submit to association with telepaths?
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[personal profile] blackfire 2021-12-31 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
A human's mind is their only true refuge.

To have that stripped away, to know that your autonomy and privacy hinges on the goodwill of one that can crush you in an instant...


if blue were to think he is speaking from a place of fear — let him disabuse you of the notion. he is the thing that claws into people's minds. he is the knife that takes them apart, that peels back skin and muscle and bone until he is in the marrow of a person. the one who stands at the shores of a black river and holds their head beneath the water as seconds tick by, controlled more by him than by the inexorability of time.

he is the monster. so no — there is no fear, but there is something like darkness that washes against his thoughts like the first rolling wave of a coming fog.


There is no comfort or relief in being known against one's will, only fear.
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[personal profile] blackfire 2021-12-31 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
his fears were simpler things. fear for sasuke. fear that he may not live long enough to be of benefit to his brother's continued existence. fear that danzō, no longer held in check by sarutobi hiruzen, would renege on the deal that saw the uchiha buried in a mass grave. he was always afraid of something, but he cannot recall the last time he felt it for himself. sorrow and grief were the strangling vines of his emotions, oceans so deep there was nothing left beneath their crushing weight that could survive the pressure. together they are a bleak, yawning, endless thing that stretches out beneath a sun that gives no heat to the world, and precious little light.

he was not afraid of battle, of the possibility of being understood as a spy, of being tortured or taken apart. he knew there was only one fight in his life he would ever lose — a matter of will more than skill or talent. he would not have allowed himself to fail before sasuke killed him.


For what it is worth, I appreciate that you have attempted to curtail your abilities around me.
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[personal profile] blackfire 2021-12-31 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
It is unusual

that thought goes amorphous, unfinished. it is unusual for him, he means. to bond, to connect, to crave. there is a part of him, one that is lost and has been so for many years, that is desperate for blue's gentleness even as he holds him at arm's length, well aware of how deeply undeserving of it he truly is. it is... a curious dichotomy within himself — one that has never before required redress. he is self-aware enough to know of its existence, and simultaneously entirely willing to turn a blind eye to the position it has put him in, to the fact that he is using blue to grasp at old feelings. it is almost an act of sacrifice, slitting someone's throat just to be warmed by the blood. the altar is his own anguish, lived-in and meteoric. ​
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[personal profile] blackfire 2021-12-31 11:06 pm (UTC)(link)
don't u fucking 'hm' at him, that's his schtick. fucker.

Strange in what respect?
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[personal profile] blackfire 2021-12-31 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I suspect I can navigate your dreams adequately.

#justgenjutsuthings

But if you would rather I not see them, I will endeavour to ensure you are awake before initiating this connection.
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[personal profile] blackfire 2021-12-31 11:25 pm (UTC)(link)
blue out here like 'this arrogant bitch' tbqh.

Was it uncommon for you to have other Mu in your dreams?

Or is it the content of your dreams you expect will make you so?
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[personal profile] blackfire 2021-12-31 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
he can only barely fathom an inability to remember dreams. his are precise, exact. tethered to memory, all but burned there. the perfect recall of the sharingan is blessing and curse.

Humans fall back on cruelty when they are afraid. It is a way to feel powerful in the face of what strips them to nothing.

he knows blue is not unaware of that, but his natural infodumping tendencies have little filter here.

It may be irrelevant regardless. It is possible I am not strong enough to catch the attention of your dreaming mind.
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[personal profile] blackfire 2021-12-31 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
one day, someone will be like 'itachi? that guy that barely talks?' and blue is gonna go: boi...

Hm.

Then I will take it in the spirit in which it was given.
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[personal profile] blackfire 2021-12-31 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
the only possible benefit of that is the one day shipping lbr.

Yes.

it may or may not be true. in any case, he is well enough to lie about it.

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