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sᴏʟᴅɪᴇʀ BLUE ([personal profile] firstroar) wrote2021-09-03 02:42 pm

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coordination: (so busy being successful and cool)

[personal profile] coordination 2022-01-29 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
Not in the least.

[ So did he, but he's ever a man of the right priorities, even if he's horned up.

Yzak climbs back up to his feet, slowly pulling his hands away from Blue once he's sure he'll be able to sit up for a second. And then he goes to fetch him a glass of water, some of their rations, and some ... meaty looking things. ]


The rations we have, or snake jerky. Take your pick.

[ He holds both out to Blue, eyes still watching him closely. ]

The snakes are edible - actually edible. So we don't have to worry about running out of what we have anymore.
coordination: (THIS IS NOT FOR SEX I AM GENUINELY ALONE)

[personal profile] coordination 2022-01-29 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ Supplements rather than some of the food? His frown dips some, but it's still ... something, isn't it? Better than nothing at all. With an acknowledging nod, Yzak does as requested, trading the food for the pouch.

It's easy enough to find in their new, slightly smaller space. Yzak took it upon himself to grab everything they had in their former lodging, so the room looks a little less bare now. ]


Here.

[ As he moves to sit down next to Blue on the bed, he hands the pouch to him. ]
coordination: (I WANNA KNOW WHAT LOVE IS)

[personal profile] coordination 2022-01-29 03:26 am (UTC)(link)
[ Sending him a look back as he does that. ] It's actually not as horrible as it sounds. At least, not when I prep it.

And even if it was, I wouldn't be complaining about it anyway. [ Not in this kind of situation, at least. Not when the alternative seemed so dire.

He exhales, leaning back, voice a little calmer. ]


It's fine. As long as it helps.
coordination: (my blow up doll only wants to be friends)

[personal profile] coordination 2022-01-29 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
I was planning on going very soon, anyway. So we can do that.

[ There's some relief mixed in with the concern. ]

Are you feeling okay? Or, any better?
coordination: (I lack regular friends. Any takers?)

[personal profile] coordination 2022-01-29 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ HE GOT U BABE. Which means sliding over and leaning to place both on the nearby table. And then sliding back in Blue's direction, giving him a contemplative once over and crossing his arms.]

You should relax for now, until it kicks in properly.
coordination: (Shy geek looking to do something crazy)

[personal profile] coordination 2022-01-29 04:03 am (UTC)(link)
Good.

[ A beat, as he hears that little sigh. And his own voice softens some more. ]

You better not feel bad or anything.
coordination: (a date for the Doo Wop dance)

[personal profile] coordination 2022-01-29 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
No!

...

[ God damn it. ]

Okay, fine, maybe a little.

Just don't let it bother you that much! Because it's fine!

It's. It's not like it was a one time chance or something.
coordination: (he was not ready for maximum velocity)

[personal profile] coordination 2022-01-29 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's also coloring when Blue calls that a relief. ]

Why would it be!?

I mean - [ That gets him to uncross his arms at least, so he can wave a hand. ] I don't think you can give a rain check for something like that! Can you...?

[ His voice gets a little higher because he's not really well versed in discussing a convenient time to do something like this. ]
I'm just saying it's not off the table so I can do it any time!

[ And after blurting that out, he looks mortified because that made him sound like some kind of salacious bastard man. ]
coordination: (gay guy in need of straight male friend)

[personal profile] coordination 2022-01-29 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's hard to politely offer your intention to go to the bone zone at any time when you're still so unsure about so many things.

Blue's laugh and the touch of his hand help ease that fluster a little (a little, because those little things still cause similar, fluttering feelings within Yzak). Especially because... ]


Obviously that's not all I'm interested in, here!

[ Because Blue's reaction brings Yzak back around to the fact that laughing and smiling means he's feeling better than he was a few minutes ago. And that's ... far more important to him. Those two intentions colliding do cause him to wonder, though. Offering up that sort of intimate physicality, allowing his hand to be grasped and taken like this, so easily, when he's always so guarded. There are reasons for it, reasons why he only allows Blue to do it like this.

He likes him. A lot. (d a n g e r o u s)

Feeling warm hands around his, Yzak gives a small, quick squeeze back to emphasize what he says. ]


I'm far more relieved that you seem to be feeling better now.